I didn’t really enjoy my first few seconds of 2010, which was spent doing nothing constructive. True, it certainly capped a brilliant year for me. 2009 was full of ups and downs. Still, I miraculously managed to fumble through 2009 and reach the end. Guess 2010 will be "one of those years" as well. Now what I need to do is to move on for what’s in store for me: new school and friends and environment. Everything's going to change so drastically. Frankly, I can't wait for school to get started. Lack of routine and challenge in the holidays has made life so mundane. So I'm pinning my hopes on school to inject some joy and laughter in my otherwise pointless life. Well, it starts on the 11th. I have 3 more days to prepare myself mentally before things begin to get really hectic.
I wished I was still in Australia on New Year’s Eve. I could have been one of the first few people globally to experience 2010. That would be EPIC.
I’m actually still trying to recall what was on my mind when I deleted all of my previous posts. I was glancing through my archives and the next thing I know, the cursor was lingering on the delete all button. Without a second thought, I clicked it. I have no idea what prompted it. I guess that reading through them really disorientated me. I can’t believe I was so weak. I can’t believe that such insignificant failures affected me so much. All that was on my mind was to get rid of it. So that was what I did. It’s just one of those days where you just want to start afresh and get those nasty memories off your back. Or maybe it's because that I'm one of those people who run away from their past rather than learn from it.
Life’s a bore. But we only have one life. So why not live it to the fullest and forget about your past, good or bad.
